I NEVER Thought It Would Happen !!

WOW, it's been a while!!

Now let me see, how many times since I last wrote to you have I been spanked or had a maintenance spanking ........... hmmmm,

Oh...  I know, I know the answer ...... never.

Well, at least not untill last night  ;)

I've tried and tried to bring up the subject of maintenance, but it was never the right time.  He says,

it's too late at night

I'm too tired

it's too early in the day

I'm stiff and score (meaning his back)

Ugggg, I was getting no were fast.

So if you looked into our bedroom, the head of our bed is against the far wall, in the middle, so you can walk around the bed on all three sides.  I needed to get changed, so I quietly made the bed, put the foot stool on it, and put a blanket over the foot stool.  On top of the blanket, I put the paddle.  Now I know what your probably thinking,  WHY??  Are you NUTS?? 

You don't even get maintenance and for some reason, you've suddenly lost your mind.  Well, not really.  You see, if I don't get maintenance, he doesn't get used to ever spanking for anything.  If he doesn't get used to it, he wont ever inforce any rules, if he doesn't enforce any rules, WHAT'S THE POINT???

He came into the room just as I was putting on my coat, saw this (how could he miss it) smiled and went down stairs.  When I came down stairs to get my keys, I asked him what he thought about it, and he said that he was a little put off that the last time he set the bed up for maintenance, I snapped at him, told him it wasn't going to happen, and he got angry and shut down. 

Sometimes I wonder if he really hears how he says things to me.  At the time, he chuckled nervously, motioned toward the door, and asked me if I wanted to go "you know". 

I thought "you know"??  He isn't serious, this can't be what he thinks this is all about.  I thought this was his way of saying he wanted sex, so why don't we play your little game first.  Apperently I totally miss read him. 

He still kind of motioned toward the door, and said "well ....... shall we?"  Not exactly what you expect from an HOH, but I'll take it for now, as long as I know he's serious about it.  I'd like him to be a little more manly and definate about it. 

TELL me, don't ASK me.

If it's a choice, what do you think I'll choose every time.  So now it will be twice a week.  I'll set up the bed, he finally told me he prefers it that way.  No exceptions, no excuses.  Unless one of us is sick.

It went well too, by the way.  I'm sure he'll get better at it, and then I'll probably regreat it.  Well, not really, at least I'll have a real HOH in the end.

Well, thanks for stopping by, see you next time.